WORK= SUCKS

Since I move out from my small comfortable zone, which are my lame but lovely hometown,I started to have a good relationship with rumors. Yes,RUMORS! Since then, I never get out of rumor life. Today,I broken a red wine,Merlot. Actually,it is a small matter as broken thing in restaurant is very common but don't know why, I feel uneasy when that stupid dog come out to have a look. My FIRST THOUGHT...OMG,RUMORS...

I am a very extremely normal girl,for me,I am nothing in this world. But why others will take me as target to compete with,to talk about and CRUSHING me into PIECES? Okay,I am a bit exaggerate but now this is what I felt. I want to do my work and have my group of social life friends,that's it. Why fate want to make my path so complicated? I try to help the boss to create a management,in which his restaurant can develop and everyone working in happy environment but then,I found that he is such a jerk. So, I resign but then the big boss came and ask me to help as he could see the potential in me and want to cultivate me,and then, I stay. I try to create a team work and praise someone that really have the ability but then this person changed to arrogant. She tries to control me even.

Maybe what sir told me is correct, I don't have the experience and also knowledge to change a restaurant management, I am not suppose to stay. But I made my choice and I have to continue what I begin. I could be a jerk to my collegue but honestly,if everyone cooperate,we can be a good team. I need a team not individual success. I had been through jealousy and competing and bad feeling about others, I know how it is, that is why I try to get myself out from all of this things. As a result, I am a target. GREAT! Congrate me!hah... Work is sucks to me now,no management,no team work,no benefit...WORK= SUCKS

Hastings, East Sussex Summer

Summer time begin^^ This is a beach at St. Leonards On-Sea at Hastings, East Sussex. Finally the summer is here, and based on the forecast, British will have a whole week sun for this week. For most of the Britain or western people, they will be excited as they love the sun. For a Malaysian, I can't say I hate the sun but I will not say love it. Sitting on the beach and blogging while listening to the wave sound, it is fabulous. Most important is this sun won't make me sweating and sticky. Haha...Yesterday is a terrible day to me but after a sleep, I feel better. Besides,it is so comfortable to relax at the beach. The wave and the wind bring away all your problem (for now). I want a vacation and I need a vacation.

Burned bread, human behavior

Just now I had by breakfast at an English breakfast cafe, and just like what you saw above, that was my breakfast and it costs me 3.50 pound. I am not discussing about the price but the quality they gave me. The toast bread,if you can see clearly, that toast breads already burned. I had my breakfast few times at this breakfast cafe and I kinda like it. However, this time make me frustrated. Will they serve this burned bread to me if I am an English or western people? This is what I think when I saw the bread. Of course, I can request them to give me a new proper toast bread. I am not realy like the bread, so I din't say anything. This is not about fussy or personal feeling towards anyone but it is about service and mind thinking. I am in customer service field and I know I have to treat all my customers fair enough, no matter who they are. Of course, sometimes we will influenced by some factors, as we are human being. We do mistakes but please don't discriminate. The longer I stay at UK,I felt that there are discrimination among people.

Western discriminate Asian, China discriminate others. Some western people will see Asian as lower grade compared to them. Some China people feel that they come from a strong country and they become arrogant. When this kind of negative thinking appear, conflict aroused. I am not discriminate but I just wrote what I saw. Don't be arrogant because nowadays your country is strong. People see you as what you are, what you present to people, not where you from. Be humble to everyone as we are nothing in this world. I really have to always remind myself now to be humble and be grow up as we live in this world,not in our own world.