Since I move out from my small comfortable zone, which are my lame but lovely hometown,I started to have a good relationship with rumors. Yes,RUMORS! Since then, I never get out of rumor life. Today,I broken a red wine,Merlot. Actually,it is a small matter as broken thing in restaurant is very common but don't know why, I feel uneasy when that stupid dog come out to have a look. My FIRST THOUGHT...OMG,RUMORS...
I am a very extremely normal girl,for me,I am nothing in this world. But why others will take me as target to compete with,to talk about and CRUSHING me into PIECES? Okay,I am a bit exaggerate but now this is what I felt. I want to do my work and have my group of social life friends,that's it. Why fate want to make my path so complicated? I try to help the boss to create a management,in which his restaurant can develop and everyone working in happy environment but then,I found that he is such a jerk. So, I resign but then the big boss came and ask me to help as he could see the potential in me and want to cultivate me,and then, I stay. I try to create a team work and praise someone that really have the ability but then this person changed to arrogant. She tries to control me even.
Maybe what sir told me is correct, I don't have the experience and also knowledge to change a restaurant management, I am not suppose to stay. But I made my choice and I have to continue what I begin. I could be a jerk to my collegue but honestly,if everyone cooperate,we can be a good team. I need a team not individual success. I had been through jealousy and competing and bad feeling about others, I know how it is, that is why I try to get myself out from all of this things. As a result, I am a target. GREAT! Congrate me!hah... Work is sucks to me now,no management,no team work,no benefit...WORK= SUCKS
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