PUPPET LIFE

PUPPET! This word is a big word to me now. Am I a puppet now? I can't figure out my value to stay at this restaurant anymore. I got my own vision and I try to achieve it in this restaurant. Big boss asks me to stay and said this small boss won't stay here too long. Well,how long should I wait? It is not like I want to become manager at this restaurant and control everything,decide everything. I want to learn a proper management and customer service but I am totally can't learn it from this person.

Maybe I make the wrong decision when I choose to stay at this restaurant. Ya,serve me right,what a big mistake I made. How to say? I won't regret as this teach me how to make big decision next time. Small restaurant,management? Hmm..really very hard. They are talking about a small business, where as boss do not have vision to upgrade or develop it. Small and tradition and family business. Management= boss mind thinking? Gosh,such not my style. Next time,go franchise. Ya,small restaurant definitely out from my list of career.

Work in service field taught me one thing,customers always right and we will be the wrong one,even we are wrong except they are too over. Scolded by customers? Come on,small matter. So,please don't act like scolded by customer is such a big deal! Yeap,it is not our fault but we are in the same team,even we have to be scolded because others fault,we also have to take it. What about if next time someone get scolded because our fault? Use your brain to think (if you got one)! I don't want to be harsh but you are just so annoying when you tell everyone that you get scolded is such a big thing. Stop pouting and tell everyone how pity you are BECAUSE you are not!!!

Arghhh....work really stressing. I really need a long long damn long rest,a holiday,which I can escape from my stress and those reality life. Sometimes, I do love my job when customers leave but they left their happiness and satisfaction behind, in the restaurant,deep down in my heart. I am happy to make every customer happy and satisfy when they come in. Maybe this is what-so-called work satisfaction. The thing is is satisfaction more than stress and annoying or opposite? Is it worthing? When I decide to be serious in doing something, I am into it,seriously into it. Aihhh....life is complicated,who know what future will be! I can't even promise myself!