I am So done here!

I am really sleepy,really. But I am so so angry and frustrating,till I dono how to express my anger. I cry in my pillow and keep on asking myself,why I have to bully by people like that. When I pray guan shi yin pu sa,the more I cry,as it reminds me how is my life at my home,my country. I came here, far away from my home,just to achieve my dream,wish to explore outside world and have my own career before back to my home. But,it is,really so hard to do it. I want to be someone,not just Su Wei San from Ayer Tawar,Malaysia. I try my best in what I do now but why everything make it so hard?

Since I stay, I started to feel the pressure and also the problem that will keep on coming without stop. I tell myself that I have to overcome this as an adult,a person that want to success has to sacrifice but is this the correct path or way I am taking? I dono... Why I am so angry? Some people will say,gosh,it is just such a small matter and u just exaggerate it and make yourself irritating,give yourself a life! This dog that I mentioned before in my blog,just now my roommate that just bath called my name so loud to ask me go to bath as we let others bath first. I am off tomoro,so I agree that I shall let others (tat working)to bath first. This dog,it is off today and it got lot of time to bath even with its female dog before we finish work but it doesn't.

I wait from 11pm until almost 1am. Damn,what the hell this biatch is doing? I dono is the male or the female,go inside and bath for 20 minutes,damn! What I feel? At that moment,I am so so angry because they heard I haven't bath coz my roommate shout so loudly. They do it purposely. I really dono for what I let myself bullied like this! This useless small boss, like usual,so useless and everyday off to him,and hire all those useless rubbish back,just like him. What the hell is this working place? I can get a good job,I believe myself. Why I let myself to be treated like this,such a rubbish. I was promised a manager position but now,I am nothing but puppet and rubbish. I am so done with here,honestly.