Quite upset with gathering..

13 May, 2008 Midnite to 14 May,

Haloo...I just came back from outside, from my frends gathering! Well, this is my today photo.

I am so well and I like this photo quite much. I even use it to do some photoshop revision.. I do something different using photoshop and I quite like the effect!

Back to my friends gathering. Actually it is just a small gathering because just a small part of my classmates...

We really have some times did not meet each others. However, I lost of conversation topic with them..It is pity to feel stranger with them and also even to my best friend.

Actually, it is always me that think she is my best friend, maybe she never feel like that.

Today, when I saw she is more close to another friend that are so stranger to us once ago, I feel a littly bit uneasy...really a little bit..

No matter how, we always go to everywhere together and now appear another person besides her. What can I say? No one in this world will remain for you!

Life still have to go on and so with me! I will never let myself down anymore!

If I never let anyone stay in my heart, then I will never care of their loss...

I think I also have a slight mood disorder, I really have this sickness...

Haizz...what can I do? I need to go on my life and I want to do the best in my life!

Maybe everything that happen will have its cause and I need to accept it!

God bless me!

My sis also want to go sleep already.. It seems I also need to get into my bed too!

Nite and before ending, I want to attach a photo of mine using photohop......