Life begin? hmm..guess so...

March 27, 2009

Never know who will be there for you and who will betray you!

Everything is just like a mystery, or surprise!

Waiting for you to discover...

Well, what I prefer most? Shut up, of course will be discover the friends that always there for me.

When I left my country, my respected sir told me, your life just begin!

Haha, until this moment, I still not sure about that...my life just begin?

Hmm....good thinking....

Last night, I want to do my curriculum vitae, so I find it in the dvd that contained some of my before assignment...

Just so coincidence, I have chance to see back my assignment. especially my presentation and power point.

Gosh, I really have to say I miss the time so much...

The time we all just come to a new place named Bukit Kledang, the time we all give our best shot to prove our ability....

I certainly gave my best shot in everything I did at first....

Following the semester I go through, everything change, include my efficiency in everything....

Watch back my presentation about my last 30 days, I cried at the beginning of the presentation...

Actually, I was not really throw myself into the presentation....

My sadness came from everything happened at there, a place I love, a place I learn...

God know how confused I was at that time...it started when I receive a sms that morning, before my presentation, and everything is not under my control anymore...

One by one, I see back what I done in the 2 and half years....

My last presentation...I want say amazing for myself...

Whenever I thought back the presentation, I still can feel the freedom in myself...

I already free myself from all those suffering....I was so light without any burden on my shoulder....that was me...the beginning of me...

From that time until now, it had been 2 years....

I am not sure my life began since 3 years ago or...well...haha...

No matter how, I already learn how to protect myself...I won't let anyone to hurt me anymore...

From believe sir so much until all those rumors...from believe my friends untill I was alienated, cheated and hate by them...

I know I can't stay away from all the mistakes because I am human, I did mistakes...

But I know I am honest to myself...maybe I am too willfullness in making decision, I just do what I want to do, never think what consequences...

But that make me who I am...Sorry to friends that hurted by me...but I don't want and don't like to do something make myself unhappy...

21 years past, what I learned in 21 years?

What do you think? From a little girl to a girl like me today....

Keep on learn while living...this is what I do now....haha...