It seems I really like to take train, what will be happen after I go back to Malaysia? No more train, only old buses that I am so unwillingly to take. I love everything in England,frankly. However, I understand I am in my comfort zone now. I need to change, to move on to another stage. Pound sterling that I earned here is quite lot compared to what my friend earn at Asia. However,waitress is a job which does not has career prospect.
I did ask myself,pound sterling or career. Well,after everything I go through in this few months,I choose career. I know myself better than anyone, I need success to live my life, to feel I am living in this world, to find my value of living. That is why I decided to go back. Everything is fine in England,just not career. Yes, I do not try to find a proper job at England, I regret for this. I am not suppose to work as waitress after I came back from Malaysia. What a shame...
It is time to move on again. I am not sure my future back to Asia,but I need to try. At least I can find my career and probably depends on it to survive. I don't feel I can depends on anything else to feel alive now. Life is hard but I need to survive through it, no matter how unwilling I am in certain condition and situation.
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